自由。

很久沒在這裡寫東西了，2014和2015發生了許多事情，所以連每年都會寫的生日快樂也不想寫。
今天突然想寫些東西，但要寫什麼我也不知道。
其實年紀越大反而越不敢說出自己心中的事情，擔心和顧慮總讓我選擇把事情放在心裡，所以連網誌我也越來越少更新。

I'm not sure if it's an old saying or it's simply a common thing that happens to most people, but I've experienced it a lot, which is "things you're not good at will always come back to you."

Now I think back to those things I couldn't do well, they almost always come back to me at certain points, and I wished I had put more effort to learn it thoroughly. However, time is not going to roll back for anyone. Did you ever feel that you have the same situation like me?

如同往常，今年也要寫一篇祝自己生日快樂。
上一篇的生日快樂都還在同一頁，我還真是很懶得更新部落格。

從2008年開始做的第一隻咖啡色的兔子到現在，居然做了四年多的鉤針娃娃。
一開始完全是誤打誤撞的情況下開啟了我對鉤針娃娃的興趣。

I moved back home to Oakland yesterday, and I immediately felt the pressure about staying home jobless.
This is what the reality is: people judge you by your job, your title, your income, but seldom your true value within you.

果真是一年一次。去年五月電腦中毒，今年則撐到了六月，哈哈哈。

鄉愁不單單只是「我愛台灣」這樣簡單而已。
來美國將屆滿五年的這個時候，我第一次寫鄉愁。並不是以前從沒有想念家鄉的感覺，而是那種感覺好複雜，好難去描述，所以我一直沒有辦法清楚寫出我的想法。
經過五年後，想念家鄉的心情從來沒有改變過，可是對於鄉愁這兩個字，有了更深一層的想法。

上學讀書這件事情從四、五歲上幼稚園後就佔據了大部分的人生，也成為一件再理所當然不過的事情。但再過一個月，我就要正式脫離學生這個身分，心中充滿了複雜的情緒。

I went to Student-Alumni Career Day this morning. It was great, and because I attended last year, I knew what it would be like and what I should dress, act, say etc. Also, I knew more people this time, which is a sign of being senior, so I felt more comfortable being in such an occasion.

Networking is important, I know it, and that’s why I attended the Career Day even though I didn’t like to socialize with people. Yeah, I’m socially awkward. But I told myself I had to do it.